Sleepless Night

[Angel]

Last night I laid still and remembered
Over and over I reviewed our times together
shared thoughts and memories of what we had
Pictures clouded by the tears that I shed and the pain that I feel
Distorted shots of what seemed but could not be
I wept in the darkness and embraced the heartache
Wrapped myself in the pain, laid with my troubles
Needing you to make this wrong right and knowing you could not
Overwhelming details engulfed my being
Consuming and devouring my spirit
Trying to remember when you last made me smile
only intensified the sadness
Last night I laid still and remembered
Not of what came to be
But of what was
A figment of our imaginations
Not a reality
What we had was just for a moment
Not a lifetime
How could two that seemed like one not be together
Where did we go wrong
Or was this the design prepared for us
There is solace in only knowing how special we were
Were being operative
I wish there was a way that we could be together
but for now
I just lay here...and remember

[SixNine]

good1 real good! thoughts embrace our feelings of the forthcoming monent! well said!

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